Friends.,

Friends.... The name says it all...

The breathing system of one's life.
The source of smile.
The ones who make a difference in our life with their presence,

We rush to them when we are in trouble. We laugh with them for the silliest jokes. We cry in their arms when in sorrow. We do not have to worry about being accepted as we are accepted the way we are. We might be the worst thing in the world but for them, it doesn't make a difference. When we are in love, they say, "Again?". When we have a heartbreak they say, "You deserve better than him/her. He/she isn't worth your tears". There are times when we feel that we are not worth any happiness but our friends make us realize that we are worth every happiness in the world. 

What will we do without friends? I just can't do anything. Dedicated to all my friends who have made a difference in my life with their existence..,

My dear silence..

In my silence, I know who I really am!

In my silence, I know what I believe in.

In my silence, I make promises to myself.

In my silence, I accept who I am.

In my silence, I forgive myself. 

In my silence, I make new dreams. 

In my silence, every good is mine. 

In my silence, I imagine you.

In my silence, I talk to me. 

In my silence, I run in avenues.

In my silence, I fly with the breeze. 

In my silence, I sync my mind and heart.

In my silence, nothing pulls me apart.

I'm my silence, silence is peace and i trust it; I know it's me! 

Were she is in love?

Ps:) Please read the full post and then only comment. The post appears to be long but its not.

Actually some days ago I was going through the pages of one of my friend personal diary (stil she didn’t no). In that I found she has written a lot on some guy ( pata nahi kaun hai). So much! My blog is second diary for her. So I take the courage to put this post here.

I hope you'll all understand her innocent feelings...

The guy can be called the first and last (till now) boy in her life who made an impact on her. She wrote everything, she still remember the date on which she talked to him first.... its 18/7/2004  she still remember his phone number and birthday. And still remember the date at which, she found out tat she has a crush on him...12/2/2005.

 She still remember him answering a question tat made her happy....wen asked by one of  teacher's ....the question was which gal do u find the most sensible? Guy took her name. She who always value comfort more than appearance and so wore mostly jeans and such stuffs on weekly once. She started wearing skirts and so on just coz' he had once told her that she look nice in school uniform skirt. But she has reverted bakk. She used to call him everyday without miss and without any reason. She still remember the date she met him last it was 15/5/2005. The last day before summer vacations. His dad had got a transfer to somewhr (she didn’t mention place). He was going forever. And she knew he was much more than an ordinary classmate for her.

On the same day she along with her parents had went to the Church (there was some function) ....she is the person who normally go around and hang out with friends in such functions was standing alone... as some big tragedy had gripped her. One of her friend started " hey YOU guy is gone" she couldn't even giv out her stupid smile as she always do wen her frnds tease her on such issues.... she was so sad. In her class had an aim chart in which the aims of all the students were written. She wrote  to become an IAS(funny). His was Software Engineer.  Actually she donno wat he's studying now but she doing to become a Software Engg.

SHE still have the small piece of paper on which he wrote and gave her. Probably he knew tat.......He had gone on 28/5/2005, So that was the last day she Saw him face to face. The last glance to each other was dramatic or u can call it filmy... till there vehicles were static n they were busy talking to friends but as vehicles moved he came over to near the back window and she too but something was stopping her to wave him a bye..... but he did tat then she too waved him back.

She did not called him from 15th to 28th coz she did not know wat to say. she was sad indeed.Finally he called her on 27th and said...." Happy birthday"  ...he said (she mentioned on her dairy) this is the last call I am making to you .... but be sure of the fact that we will someday meet " I couldn't say anything .... She just said ok bye. The very next day she got fever and this is very true and it has happened. But she must say that coz’s her parents knew all about it and ... She still teased about it.

But her one desire ... to see him off in the station was unfulfilled. She did not hav the courage to ask her parents. This might sound to u all ... as childish. It is childish too coz it all happened 5-6 yrs back..,

xoxo

                                                                                                                                

Folded memories

This poem is for my childhood friend, after a so many years, we met through Facebook.

 I thought our friendship alive but fact is she not remember me at all :)

My life was all in pieces before joining a college few years back.
I had everything, but still a part seemed missing, so I'm ready to hunting.
That was until you came in my life again..(surprise)
I knew you not too well,
To me you were just a friend of friend.
Then god played his game, and we grew closer.
The “just friends” tag was lost in no time
And you started becoming a friend
With whom you could solve your problems..
We started sharing common interests.
And we should started teasing every day.
To be honest, I’ve never found a friend like you
Who would genuinely like what I liked.
Our bonding and understanding grew stronger but we never expressed it.
In a time lesser than we’d expected.
And though there times when we could’ve broken apart,
But our walls of trust survived
The strong winds of misunderstandings.
Looking at the past now,
I treasure every moment spent with you.
And I thank the lord with my whole heart
For he sent me YOU
As my Guardian Angel.
You have a special chamber in my heart
That no one can ever replace.
I must say, friends I’ve had many,
But someone like you comes in life just once in a while.
And I face a word drought
When I try to explain what it is like to have you.
I adore your angelic brown eyes,
The laughter that brings a new life in the air,
Smile that’s so contagious,
A person who patiently listens
Whenever I need someone to talk to.
You’re all I ever needed in a friend.
Always be there
Hope you remember me, otherwise just forget me.

xoxo

An Open Letter To The Examiner

Dear Sir/Madam,

I am a final year graduation student. I have had a really adventurous experience with the exams over the last three years. Since mine is a full time degree course and exams happen twice in a year, I spend the whole semester killing time, attending classes with half the mind, roaming around instead of going library and gossiping instead of group studying. Not my fault. The classes end by the second week of December and it makes practically no sense in waking up at 8am in cold winter just to go college. So I stay at flat in my cozy bed when the winter is on its bitter most mood and that staying at flat-waking up at 11am-watching sky-facebooking-hanging out in the evening-watching movies-sleeping late continues till 21 of December. when I realise the exams are nearing and should 'really start studying'. Once again problem arises with new released movie DON-2, making my mind to set and thought that at-least make it last yar.

      The books and  notes are arranged . Day schedules are made, how much to study in how many days is decided, a public declaration in the family, on facebook and on twitter is made ' my exams are going to begin, don't disturb me while I'm studying please!. The first day is spent walking into the reading room and searching for a place, and while looking at the syllabus and solving some important que,( chal na kitna padega, kuch kake athe hai) the day wil end. Next day A book is opened, reading of the introductory chapter begins and the next thing that happens is waking up with a hurting neck cuz of falling asleep on the library study table. And then such cycles of falling asleep with open books are more frequent, (starting trouble).When everyone around you is buzzing 'kitna padh liya?' And you say 'abhi tak kuch bhi nai!' It’s a lil shameful to reply that every time so I really try studying. If I bunk for reading room, people think I'm studying in my room all day long, when instead I sleep, check updates on fb continuously even though I know nothing is happening, play chess ( it is addictive, really!) , check tweets and not reply them, check blog stats, read new blogposts and think to self 'I'll surely write something good once exams are over' and then go back to books, yawn and fall asleep again. 

Then in the last 4 days, but reserved 31 night for celebration., realization hits like a speeding truck : 'you're gonna fail if you don't study now!' So an emergency study schedule is made, studying for 14 hours a day, yes! And then out of planned 14 hours, only 8 hours of studying actually happens. The exams begin. So I'm there in the examination hall, all by myself. Now I know everyone is all by themselves but there are some chics who aren’t, they flirt with the invigilator who in turn let them cheat from the girl sitting next to them, I can never ever do that.  

I pray to god to help me score atleasssst 60% in the given subject. I write my paper so neatly, underline the headlines, use a black pen to highlight the important words, present my best handwriting, and finish the paper a little after the 2nd half hour. I look around and I see everyone still writing! I wonder what's there to write so much, panic a bit, go through my paper again but find no words to add. So I go to searching 1 marks but it wil also not happening. The pattern is repeated in the rest papers. You see, I don't leave my paper empty nor do I write useless stories. I write the required material. That means a little less load on you to go through, still you sir, never give me good marks. 

Waiting for results is an entirely different story I’m skipping here. You give me just enough marks to land at a 60 percent over all. Myself starts taunting 'sale itne number bhi kyun layi,is se acha fail hi ho jati' and the whole day is wasted. There are even more remarks about not deserving the gift for such meager marks which are ignored. But the point is sir, if you mark my papers with keeping those points in your mind, how much hurt would be by seeing me cry for not scoring enough, I would really, really wish you well and not curse as 'kamine examiner ki wife must’ve denied him *blah blah blah* so uska gussa mera paper check karte time nikala'. You see, how much better everything would be if you are a little kind-hearted while checking those papers? You would be loved by people you don't even know!

Well, I have done my exams, hope you've read this before announcing the result sir!

Your Sincere

'Can't study every day at all!' Student

Monsoon ....!

"I Wake Up In The Morning,

To The Sound Of Raindrops,

And I can’t believe Where would I Be,

I thought weather I’m dreaming,

And agn I Wonder If It's Raining There;

Where Ever You Are I Hope You Think Of Me,

When Its Raining There…."

There's something behind about rain that makes us all fall in love..

Do miss the first showers it brings bunch of happiness, smiles on face, celebration, And many more even we cant expect...

Everyone rejoices the onset of monsoon ..!

Monsoon is eagerly awaited..

Listen the lovely song about rain :)

Have a hot Coffee,

Remember the places, which you feel better..,

Enjoy the season.....  :)

xoxo

Confuse….

When I first met you

   I never would have imagined  
That I would have

   Such strong feelings for you……

I never would have thought

That I would have dream 
About you

    Or miss being by your side   

Or get butterflies in my

Stomach when someone.......

Mention your name.. 

                                     When I first met youuuuuuu                                     

I never would have thought 
I would hate you or I would………!

xoxo

Here's to the past....

Desktop over Laptop,

Text over Call,.

Friends over Girls,

Luv over Depression,.

Classes over Attendance,

Sunday over Something,.

T-shirts over Formals,

Break fast over Lunch,.

Canteen over Coffee shop,

Project our Presentation,.

Front gate over Back gate,

Study over Copy,.

Mobile over Android,

Branch fest over College fest,.

Night outs over Internal,

Pen drive over Hard-Disk,.

Walk over Bike,

Vodka over Sprite,.

Beer nothing over but Blue over pink,

World cup over IPL,

Ice Cream over Chocolates,..

Peace over War,

Vodafone over Airtel,.

Today over Tomorrow,

Left over Right and Right over Wrong....

Make wishes Religiously at 11:55, believe Prayer And Music can heal everything, get confused with statistics 95.98% of times, wear mismatched socks, act crazy and loud when with friends, got a sleep record of 21 hours, unclaimed champion of the laziest person alive contest, love too much, hate even more. Have too much to say but keep falling short of words.

Love Friends, Words, Family, Native, College, Enemies, journey, Sony Ericsson, Climate, Movies And million other things.

xoxo 

Chilled morning....

         So woke up late as usual., bt the people are slowly arrived at particular land mark             (back gate) which we decided at the previous night n totally 22 guys r arrived me,arjun,ateeq,amey,siddu,vinay,mahesh, darshi,ajay,shamanth,rahul,vinod, ankith,shivu,sourav,palli,shishir,ashwini, mithil, vikhas,abhishek,chetan. 

It was an sudden trip for us because every one frustrated about the project, so we are decided to go for a trip some where for relax. Then suddenly some guys are starts suggesting the place like shimsha and thalkadu for 1day trip. we know, it's not a gud season to go there bt we decided for some wer outing, so finelly plan have been fixed.

 

                       The journey was started at 6.30. bt still we r in confuse, where we have to go first shimsha r thalkadu than while traveling decided to go thalkadu first. After nearly 1n half hr we took a journey break, and doing some non-sense things n all. after back to travel, sleepy mood disappeard. starts dancing each other with same step for every song. on the way we saw kunnigal lake n some photo section have been done .then hungry is getting in our mind so we r stopped in the famous maddur tiffanis, had a tasty break fast. While Journey continues, rahul,ankith,n shivu are hurry to go on top of bus n they made it. 

             we reach talkadu, it is a pure water river taking bath n played some games in river. then came back n had some snacks. shimsha is near from talkadu so we didnt take much time to reach shimsha. aftr reaching we came to know that some construction had been going in falls. 
  



                    Hence there is no way go to at the bottom of falls, then taking some trekking path to falls ,we are hurry to see the falls from the bottom n we done it. while walking some guys r missed latter we came to know that they r eating fishes in the shops. Ajay has found one good falls over ther ,after that every one gathered n enjoying there itself. sun starts slowly going down then we are hurry up to go back. 

                         Oops doing some circus n all, we reached beginning place, while talking each otherfire camp idea came, fire camp made it much of fire ....finally made wonderful trip...

xoxo

Sakleshpur green routes: Admiring the Beauty of Western Ghats along the railway tracks

I thought at least,I will write about this wonderful journey that we had, before I forget the details (already forget something else). The details may be fade but the fun we had and the green sights,falls, tunnels our eyes beheld will never ever fade away.

while trekking

It was my unexpected trek, on octobar last weekend at 8.30pm, am roming with Pavan at back gate of our college.After few minutes ,may be around 9pm.they told to go for home tomorrow   (2dys holliday).Pavan suggested for me trek, then he called to kini but at that time they are already in KSRTC bus. Kini said anyway come fast aspossible we will wait for you ,then took auto at backgate n catch the bus. Thanks to conductor because he waited hardly 40 minutes.

It was my one of the dream to go for trek on "WESTERN GHATS".

Being students it's obvious to go for a trip. But they wanted to try something different, something which only few would prefer to do. So we opted to trek. And thats how it began....

 We had been wanting to go for this from the first time becaz we heard about it. But then there were a certain number of uncertainties. Goods train had started plying on this route and there was two passenger train also. Apart from it being risky ,we were unsure whether the railway authorities will agree for trekking. Finally we forgot everything turned out to be like nothing we had thought about.

Sakleshpur is around 220kms from Bengaluru (Bangalore) and Donigal is 7kms further up in NH48. The railway track connects Hassan to Mangaluru (Mangalore) and passes through the western ghats past Sakleshpur. It runs around NH48 near Donigal, but gradually moves to the south of highway. The track passes through the stations Yedakumari and Shiribagilu and then crosses the Subramanya road.

        They plan to take a Saturday night KSRTC bus in  Tumkur to Sakleshpur, get down there, take a auto  donigal and start trekking there by morning 7 and reach yedkumari before sunset.Catch "kannur express" train to subramanya road next morning at 4.



We were a group of 13 people  Me, Abhishek, Ashwin, pavan   bandoji,Nithish,Harshith, Abhinandan, Mohan, Vikas, Sukanth, Vinayraj, Adiga, Varun. Finally our journey started. The road route from tiptur to hassan was horrible, hardly nobody slept in bus. We reached saklespur very early at 2 am took a night walk in streets of sakleshpur.We rested there till sunrise and took an Auto to Donigal at 7 am.We got down past donigal railway station. Donigal station is marked as KM49 (guess, its the distance from Hassan),n it is imp to know where will to start and subsequent markings are available in the track, which made it quite easy to keep track of the distance.

  November 2010,sunday morning at 7.30 that we finally started off along the track, the Sakleshpur-Yedkumari train route. For more than an hour, we trekked along the railway track and it turned out to be just a simple track to follow n only small curves starts appearance(around 8degree).It seemed trek was going to turn out boring until we encountered our first bridge at KM52. It was a small bridge, less than 50m long, but was enough to give us a feel of the bridges on the way. We all had the feeling of fear about the getting stuck in between bridge and suddenly train would arrive luckily nothing such thing happened since very few train come in this track. We were like a bunch of excitoveed kids. Cameras clicking away all those moments.

Green sight

This trek is famous for the bridges and tunnels and the lush green environment around you. Next near KM55, we reached the 2nd bridge, followed by the 1st tunnel was exciting but equally exciting were the rest of them . Tunnels actually increased our enthusiasm of trekking. The first two tunnels were small - only around 100m long and were almost continuous. In a pretty long tunnel we were accompanied by a train as well. There is enough space in the tunnels to stand by as the train goes. And we were also armed with torches to show us the way in those creepy tunnels.

We had lunch at a place where there was a small waterfall but forced water. The lunch - Chappathi, bread and jam... Yummmy, YUMMMY...

As if the train in the tunnel was not enough we hear the long bellow again when we were mid-way on a bridge. The bridges had intermediate places to stand by. But we did not trust the strength of the footing to hold all of us so be careful while trekking. Then on, the tunnels and bridges became frequent, longer, darker and higher. But, the scare was gone after crossing couple of bridges and tunnels. The most important thing to carry while trekking is a good, powerful torch... normal torch won't be much useful in pitch black tunnels. Before KM58, we encountered Tunnel 5 which is 254m long.

Had been warned that it is IMPOSSIBLE to trek in the night and that we have to make it to the station before the dark. This issue had been playing on my mind all throughout the planning and in course of the trek. We were really glad that we hit the station in good time with enough light.

Kempuhole falls

After there were workers doing some repair works and suggested us about the'Kempuhole' waterfalls at mile stone 62/800 as we reached this milestone there was a bridge next to which was a tunnel indicating 575m long just before the tunnel to the left there was a small pathway leading to the falls.The waterfall was good, with cold, refreshingly clean water. This is one of the best falls we had seen since the water wasn't much deep and had good space to have fun in water. we got ourselves  fresh here.



Final destination

We continued after a brief rest. There were many sights on the way the beauty of which cannot not be described (can be translated as too lazy to write). The trek didn't seem to end for a while. We had gotten really tired.It was around 5:00 P.M when the big yellow board announcing "Yedakumari" appeared it was our final destination. That was my favorite sight from the previous one hour.

We camped on the platform there.slept and woke up, to summarize things.we enquired for way back and got to know that there will be  kannur express train giving stop exactly for 1 min the next morning at 4 going towards subramanya road. Also  there were 2 to 3 goods train going that way which would give stop but one would have to go to the last boogie to catch up train which we were not able to  since all of us were exhausted and were not in proper position to run.Thus we decided to go in morning train.

                    

             We got up next morning at 3.30 caught up train at 4 .The passenger   compartment was full and we hardly had space to stand and we couldn't even breath as all the windows and doors of compartment was closed. We found trekking 18km was much easier than traveling in conjusted  train. We reached subramanya road at 6am.went to kukke subramanya 14km from there, took bath went to temple and returned back to tumkur in KSRTC bus.

kukke subramanya 

xoxo