Ps:) Please read the full post and then only comment. The post appears to be
long but its not.
Actually some days ago I was going through the pages of one of my friend
personal diary (stil she didn’t no). In that I found she has written a lot on
some guy ( pata nahi kaun hai).
So much! My blog is second diary for her. So I take the courage to put
this post here.
I
hope you'll all understand her innocent
feelings...
The guy can be called the first and last (till now) boy in her life who
made an impact on her. She wrote everything, she still remember the date on
which she talked to him first.... its 18/7/2004 she still remember his
phone number and birthday. And still remember the date at which, she found
out tat she has a crush on him...12/2/2005.
She still remember him answering a question tat made her happy....wen
asked by one of teacher's ....the question was which gal do u find the
most sensible? Guy took her name. She who always value comfort more than
appearance and so wore mostly jeans and such stuffs on weekly once. She started
wearing skirts and so on just coz' he had once told her that she look nice in
school uniform skirt. But she has reverted bakk. She used to call him
everyday without miss and without any reason. She still remember the date
she met him last it was 15/5/2005. The last day before summer vacations. His
dad had got a transfer to somewhr (she didn’t mention place). He was going forever. And she knew he was
much more than an ordinary classmate for her.
On the same day she along with her parents had went to the Church (there was
some function) ....she is the person who normally go around and hang out with
friends in such functions was standing alone... as some big tragedy had gripped
her. One of her friend started " hey YOU guy is gone" she couldn't
even giv out her stupid smile as she always do wen her frnds tease her on such
issues.... she was so sad. In her class had an aim chart in which the aims
of all the students were written. She wrote to become an IAS(funny). His
was Software Engineer. Actually she donno wat he's studying now but she
doing to become a Software Engg.
SHE still have the small piece of paper on which he wrote and gave
her. Probably he knew tat.......He had gone on 28/5/2005, So that was the last day she Saw him face to
face. The last glance to each other was dramatic or u can call it filmy...
till there vehicles were static n they were busy talking to friends but as
vehicles moved he came over to near the back window and she too but something
was stopping her to wave him a bye..... but he did tat then she too waved him
back.
She did not called him from 15th to 28th coz she did not know wat to say. she
was sad indeed.Finally he called her on 27th and said...." Happy
birthday" ...he
said (she mentioned on her dairy) this is the last call I am making to you ....
but be sure of the fact that we will someday meet " I couldn't say
anything .... She just said ok bye. The very next day she got fever and
this is very true and it has happened. But she must say that coz’s her parents
knew all about it and ... She still teased about it.
But her one desire ... to see him off in the station was unfulfilled. She did
not hav the courage to ask her parents. This might sound to u all ... as childish. It is childish too coz it all
happened 5-6 yrs back..,
xoxo